I had an entirely different post started here. In fact, I've spent the last 45 minutes on it trying to put into words everything I'm feeling. But, it struck me as too much self-pity to dump on the internet. Besides, its a familiar issue to me, and I know that while eventually it will come back to plague me again, I'll be able to push it back into the dark corners of my mind soon enough to not obsess over it.
So, I decided to scratch it. I'm starting over.
Sadly, I don't think I have much to say. I'm in another one of those valleys I've warned you all about. However, since I want you all to keep coming back I'm trying to avoid the whole pity party thing. If it starts to look like I'm wandering over to the dark side, and you just don't feel like wading through it all with me, please feel free to take a break and go visit some of the awesome people on my sidebar, my MVB's. Or take a tour through the Visiting Teams.
Just be sure to come back to me, ok? I know I'll be back to sunshine and rainbow posting soon enough.
On a different note, I gotta tell you that there is nothing quite like a nine year old boy with a severe case of the giggles at bedtime to make you feel calm and at peace inside. God absolutely knew what He was doing when He gifted me with that little boy.